Genesis

In less than 6 months, my life has made a complete 180 degree turn. I have gone from my theme song being "Independent", where I had 2 jobs, my own apartment, a decent bank account and was doing well in school.
Six months and twenty pounds later, I have not found out why my life has took this sharp turn. I am not in school, I am flat broke with bills piled high, my hair is falling out, living with my parents, borderline alcoholic and an emotional mess.

I am determined to get back on top. My fear is that this is not bottom; if it is, I can only go up!

I am using this blog as a journey, a document, and as an outlet to get my life back...


The things I want to work on

Body: I want to be proud of the way I look and happy about the way my clothes fit. I want to find confidence in myself

Hair: I am not sure of what I really want out of my hair, but I do want a healthy head of hair. I want to be confident and free and I think my hair helps to illustrate that

Intellect: I want to "wow" people with my mind and witts. There are too many times I feel that I am inferior or not smart enough to attain my goals

Financial: I want financial freedom. I want to be independent of credit cards and able to buy the things that I need and desire

Life: I want to find a career that satisies me and get back in school so that I can attain my ultimate career goals....


I know that these things are really far fetched, a little corny and maybe even vain but I have to begin somewhere....